When I was high in class, never alright I was trapped under water Screaming at loud in the shower Can somebody help me out ? Well hit me when the sun goes down ! Used to pray the god at night Like my mom and dad told me to But he never came I guess my lock's to tight tho (My lock's to tight tho) Now we're gonna go way back When i was a boy With dreams and all that Starting moving With my own pack This era when I could only Think with my ball sack (Ball sack) Life's too ****ed up To walk in that bitch sober Feel my mind burning out While I'm tryna choke her Born depressed Live depressed But never been excessive We were never exclusive What do you expected ? But as my mind spinning Out I'm tryna reach somebody Who could help me When I'm faded (Faded) Should I begin my verses Or should I write some curses Never seen a man cry Never understood why Never seen a man cry Until I seen a man die I been looking both ways No one took sides I might wear a suit & tie never let them out of sight My BPM goes up When I hear the battle cry Told me how to scry Should have told how to lie These savages cut your wings Find an other way to fly I think I'm afraid to live And yet I'm not afraid to die (I think I'm afraid to live And yet I'm not afraid to die) Should I begin my verses Or should I write some curses This shit took me forever Kasen never rehearses The Devil come from the sky The painting upside down I'm watching this in high-res And it pleases my iris This is for us by us, a classic Where your hear is Better, smarter, wiser I only got 3 wishes The Angels comes from below They lying 6 feet under They looking for hero A Greek God stole my thunder The savior came from within No funeral or something Yo life cost next to nothing My nigga Hades (Kill those men) Skull & Bones (erase all pain) Black Mustang (Bring back the rain) I'll never be the same You were supposed To keep me sane Y'all have terrible aim Maybe why I ain't dead yet Look at me what i've became Take yo place and break my chain Death to life is the vaccine Blame the sinner not the sin The man rather obscene Hades remain unseen Never seen a man cry Never understood why Never seen a man cry Until I seen a man die I been looking both ways No one took sides I might wear a suit & tie never let them out of sight My BPM goes up When I hear the battle cry Told me how to scry Should have told how to lie These savages cut your wings Find an other way to fly I think I'm afraid to live And yet I'm not afraid to die