Loved and I lost, what did it cost Something I wasn’t prepared to pay Saw you in a dream I been rehearsing this every day I want you to stay, cause I’m selfish I know heavens a better locale United in grief Feels like I’m Mr. Morale I skipped your funeral I still hold that guilt I hide behind walls I built Used to hiding my pain in words that I sang I think that I’m finally wilting It’s tempting Loving and losing a real fear I can’t pretend that you’re still here But it feels like your presence is still near So I get in the car when I want to feel close Am I doing the most Wish you could see everything that I’m doing Cause back in the day you supported me most I’m doing fine, I pray you’re at peace If I’m keeping you here This is my release Missing your presence The feeling of home Can’t look in the mirror I know that you gone I don’t care if we drive off that cliff I need you now, won’t deny it And if we roll over that edge I’ll keep my hands on you the whole time I’m broken like you, it’s apparent I hope that you catch me staring And as we’re floating through the air I’ll keep my hands on you the whole time I need a break, was thinking of ending it That’s no solution to transient pain I’m on the edge, I’m teetering Something is holding me back I can’t explain If I hit the gas How much time gonna pass This a moment I’m praying it last Something came over my body I think it’s regret Gotta let go of the past It’s time that I live in the present I have our memories still They work like an antidepressant I’d hate if you’re roaming alone When I die we can meet at the gates A child of Destiny’s game Maybe I’m changing our fate When I get in the car and I want to feel close Am I doing the most Wish you could see everything that I’m doing Cause back in the day you supported me most I’m doing fine, I pray you’re at peace I know that you’re here This is my release I feel your presence It’s like I’m at home Look in the mirror and I’m not alone I don’t care if we drive off that cliff I need you now, won’t deny it And if we roll over that edge I’ll keep my hands on you the whole time I’m broken like you, it’s apparent I hope that you catch me staring And as we’re floating through the air I’ll keep my hands on you the whole time In the back of your car I’m staring in your rearview Hope you’re looking right back at me too Don’t focus on the highway I didn’t know I could get so involved with a boy Yeah I really want you don’t play coy Don’t focus on the highway