Since I recovered Life been a little different for me Started mending the pieces of me That I left behind I try to remind Myself that I’m more than I thought I could be The man in the mirror work harder than me I feel like I’m failing Believe that I’m praying My past and my future are foreign to me The pressure to fake my identity Starting to weigh on me more than it should Think back to the boy that I was I’m sorry, I really did all that I could I’m walking on water Don’t follow my steps I’m starting to drown I’m out of my depth Thought letting you go was the choice at the time Now I’m chasing what I left behind We haven’t spoke in a minute Guess I’m reaching my limits too Told you that all was forgiven My demeanor is living proof I want you to tell me it’s fine That you can remember the time You said you’d always be there for me Well I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you Gave up my youth to contribute to home Part of a past that I never lived Struggle accepting the love that I’m shown It’s easier speaking on love that I give Forgive the way I behaved Prayer did a whole lot of change There’s beauty in growth All that remains is placing the blame On past or the present It’s probably both Was a kid from the south Just trynna figure things out And I hate I had to do it on my own Clipped my doubts 16 years on the route My destinations postponed I lost inner child, I lost inner peace I lost happiness and I struggled with grief I held onto soul and held onto hope I held onto you and let go of the rope We haven’t spoke in a minute Guess I’m reaching my limits too Told you that all was forgiven My demeanor is living proof I want you to tell me it’s fine That you can remember the time You said you’d always be there for me Well I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you Life is better with you It's better with you Life is better with you I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you I saw the signs when we Started declining I’m gone be fine with it But I’d be better with you