You been sleeping a lot yeah You ain't even been stopped yet Still believing you need me Still believing you're not it Still believing that non believing Can let you see all the plot twists Still believing you're blocked in Still believing you're still believing and Uh I'm running from all Of the clouds trying to see the sun When I look there love gets blinding So we can't read these bars or See in between all the lines That we feed to each Other bon appetit sweet love You cannot be who I want you To be so I hope That believing you'll be's enough Yuh Oh yeah Know I need to grow up But I'm hoping that its not yet Wanna see you rose up But I feel the rot here I ain't letting go Can't be something That we're stuck in Just how many Times can I hear you say: Wait I know you want to see A better part of me I wish I could achieve It's not me Don't speak I don't want you to leave So please just let me be For you I can't be perfect See what this is like for me You're pushing and you're forcing it You have dreams that you think That I'm in but I never even asked for this I never asked for it All this commotion Is bringing bad emotions I'm usually not a hot head But I'm flaring up With every word you say And I'm sorry I'm not everything you Thought I'd be And I'm making my own ways And I crack for you Fold my whole spine for you Tear in my eye, pushing boneless Thought you'd ride for me Blasphemy Wood in your eye take that out first Then come for me Maybe then you'll look for me Wait I know you want to see A better part of me I wish I could achieve It's not me Don't speak I don't want you to leave So please just let me be For you I can't be perfect Oh yeah Know I need to grow up But I'm hoping that it's not yet Wanna see you rose up But I feel the rot here I ain't letting go Can't be something That we're stuck in Waiting for the Time that I have to say Wait I just want you to leaf I need to set you free For you I can't be perfect