If you look your hardest, you still won't find me You still won't find me, find me Don't come looking for me baby It's like I'd lose everything I have, I don't want to speak Don't wanna hear what you gotta say to me I close everyone out my life, I lose myself I don't want to try, I just wanna give up on everything that I know So just let me Let me decay, let me decay So just let me Let me decay, let me decay Oh, don't pick me up Baby I don't need your saving, from you (let me decay) It's like I'd lose everything I have, I don't want to speak Don't wanna hear what you gotta say to me I close everyone out my life, I lose myself I don't want to try, I just wanna give up on everything that I know