I try my hardest not to fall apart I get the furthest when my mind is dark I see the clearest when I'm in the blind I long for some place else. is it over? is it over? alone, is the way that I feel like home, insecurity's in my bones and down the whole I climb, let it bury me, let it bury me alive and the hardest thing of my past, is that no one knows I am a mess and down the whole I climb, let it bury me alive sometimes I feel alive, sometimes I'd rather die sometimes it's all at once, sometimes I'm ****ing done alone, is the way that I feel like home, insecurity's in my bones and down the whole I climb, let it bury me, let it bury me alive and the hardest thing of my past is that no one knows I am a mess and down the whole I climb, let it bury me alive I see the clearest when I'm in the blind I search for something I will never find sometimes it's emptiness, sometimes I'm full of it fast forward and rewind I do it all the time alone, is the way that I feel like home, insecurity's in my bones and down the whole I climb, let it bury me, let it bury me alive and the hardest thing of my past is that no one knows I am a mess and down the whole I climb, let it bury me alive