I killed my addiction I feed on affliction Need my connections I live for rejection You said that I was shy be yours until we die Raised by a Christian starved of redemption, went to a school where she cut her hair, like a boy, fearing joy, fearing love and everything she knew now Mary-Ann, didn't last She screams at night I'm falling down Drinking wine, feeling fine, baby don't you know that I'm dead inside now I'm a mess, I haven't slept, I only sleep with the girls that I just met Well you're lucky you don't shoot straight baby, 'cos you know I've had a death wish lately Mary-Ann, didn't last She screams at night I'm falling down