I'm a control freak with issues you told me Sure what the hell, I have to be somebody Lately I'm dreaming lakes covered in reeds I know there's something trying to get me And when I wake up I'm covered in sweat Or maybe lake water, I don't know yet I bailed on Grace, couldn't face the old crowd Like a kid at a concert, when it gets loud Now I am metal and I want to dig down And be with my elements deep under ground I gave up living before I knew how I gave up living before I knew how I gave up everything, am I in control now? I gave up everything, am I in control now? I gave up everything, am I in control now? I gave up everything, am I in control now? I gave up everything I gave up everything I gave up everything I gave up everything