I got no home and nowhere to go I got no home and nowhere to go Miss the days when I had nothing to spend A couple dollars to my name was enough I remember driving cars was pretend But now I've had like 23 to myself And don't think that I want it to end I'm so grateful for this world that I'm in Trust me, you don't even know who I am You think I have it all but I'm, I'm all alone, yeah Where did my friends all go? Used to be so close now you're on your own No, you did it on purpose Pushed them out, didn't think you were worth it Always more hidden under the surface I'm so stressed When the hell did life get so complex? I write these words so I won't forget How I used to feel Cause nothing's feeling real Okay back in the 9th I had to hide my true self But now there's nothing to hide You only liked my disguise, uh You had a black boy wish he was white My hair won't go down, maybe my curls are too tight, nah Now I think that I'm beautiful Damn man, why the hell you let those words get to you? Maybe it's cause you'd put your arm to mine and say that you're almost blacker Tell me I'm not real and I'm more so like an actor I know that's not your intentions but that really made me mad, yeah My last straw was what your grandma said Tell me where you're from I said here, she had to ask again just in case she wasn't clear Funny thing is you seem to not have a clue My family's been here for more generations than you Couldn't take the abuse Reparations past due Made me feel like I'm back in 1892 (nowhere to go) I'm so stressed When the hell did life get so complex? I write these words so I won't forget How I used to feel Cause nothing's feeling real (nowhere to go) I got no home and nowhere to go I got no home and nowhere to go