Yeah I’ve been struggling Cuz the smoke stopped hurting my lungs And the drink stopped burning my tongue its true I guess I’m numb now that I’m a stranger to you (I’m still) Running from my demons Yeah I miss you But you’ll never see that And I’m salty I can't lie I got my reasons Cuz you stopped trying But I’m still fighting It’s messed up You moved on But I’m hard stuck Now you’re gone I get drunk I’m so defeated Cuz when a heart breaks It never breaks even It just so unfair That you don't care I do I’m not done loving you it's so unfair You shed no tears so I’m crying all alone This ain't 50/50 When a heart breaks it don’t break even I guess its true When somebody wins Somebody else has gotta lose And I don’t blame you But I can't let it go And that’s my own my fault I know Felt like so long ago Cuz it put me through hell And it hurts That you took it so well It’s messed up You moved on But I’m hard stuck Now you’re gone I get drunk I’m so defeated Cuz when a heart breaks It never breaks even It just so unfair That you don't care I do I’m not done loving you it's so unfair You shed no tears so I’m crying all alone This ain't 50/50