It’s okay I guess Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest? (Why do you?) I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong (What to do?) I’ve cried what a waste of tears What a waste of years of my life (What a waste of years of my life) It was you who always wanted to see me And it was you who said you wanted to be with me And I’m trying not to make it a big deal But now I've met you and nothing else feels real It was you who said we need to get closer And it was you who kept begging me come over And I'm trying not to make it a big deal But my head can’t help from making a big deal Everything you said upset you Everything you said made you sad Every time I made a mistake, I apologized But you won’t do the same I take the blame It was you who always wanted to see me And it was you who said you wanted to be with me And I’m trying not to make it a big deal But now I've met you and nothing else feels real It was you who said we need to get closer And it was you who kept begging me come over And I'm trying not to make it a big deal But my head can’t help from making a big deal Big deal