It's me I know we haven't Spoken in a while and Things have been weird But I still think About you a lot Do you think about me I just wanted to let You know that I miss you Gotta disappear I'll show up when I'm better I'll make you know When I want us back Together ah ah ah Smile again when im better I'll never love again No no I'll never o Cus you hurt me you broke me For everytime you broke ma heart And never noticed I thought you loved me For all the lies That you told me Thought you were the price Now see how I cry Asked you for the truth But all you did was lied How do I let go The wedding day on my mind How do I let go For all these dreams That I've got with you Because of you Then love be something I go die for Because of you Then love be something I go ride for Because of you Then love be something I go fight for Because of you I drowned in pain Now I wise up Because of you I fell in love Because of you I hate it Because of you I hate myself For not giving up chances Because of you I blame my mind And my heart o Because of you yeah And it crazy yeah I know I'll better pick up Crying when I'm drinking Can't even be thinking Heavy mind in my thoughts I feel like I'm sinking Fell inlove with pain Now embracing all my sorrows Gave you everything Even when I gotta borrow yeah Back to when we met back in 2016 You and me together As we planning big dreams Gave you all my mind Anytime you need Me anytime you need me Started smoking Taking pills now alcohol Used to love the way I looked not anymore I feel love is not For me smiling even tho It's not funny Do you love me Did you really loved me Cus it's crazy It's crazy yeah And as the saying goes Sometimes the reason Why we hold on to Something so tight Is because we fear Something so great Won't happen twice Well the truth is anything That feels forced or Harder than it should be or Causes you pain and distress Is not really meant for you Even tho they say love is pain But again they say Too much of everything is bad So you gotta let go No matter how hard it is Cus there's power in letting go A power that's hard To find thats hard to get But this is a power That brings you peace When I say peace I mean peace