I'm getting impatient with me being patient My competition is me being complacent. I just been paper chasing so long that I'm catching cramps but I'm steady racing We got it up out of the dirt but I wasn't surprised to finally make it out the pavement They never thought that this flower would bloom but my name and greatness were ever adjacent Losing count all the times they counted me out but it don't matter when you counted up Niggas wishing they could do what I done but I'm still feeling like I ain't did enough You don't know me, you just knowing my name I could never let them know where I'm from False ties that I had with the guyss I never let them play me out like I'm dumb So I'm on my own now, no more calling my phone now Cause I'm in my zone, can't leave it at home now. Marvin Gaye when it come to the beef cause we can get it on So leave me alone now, no more killing with kindness but I can't speak on what it is Cause I gotta do it to you, before you do it to me, man it's ****ed up the way we did So I just been sitting and thinking I mixed it with drinking out, we got me looking for closure Too many friends and closest of kind I cut off cause that's a part of getting older All of my nights and days surrounded by pain, I'm overwhelmed by the odor I see the edge, I know I won't jump off the ledge but everyday I'm getting closer So what can I say, no knick -knack but they silence up all the K's They want they get back but I don't get that, I see no direction in their ways (Waze) It's a balancing act what I do with the rap, try to uplift but still keeping it raw Traumatized by the shit that I saw, so I just tell them some cause I can't tell it all Street codes over weighing law, no cheat code in the game they was taught How can I give them the vision when they so divided by blind, hate that they brought How can I give them the vision when they so divided by blind, hate that they brought I tell them all about the struggle, and ways to try to make it all They don't wanna be dead soon, they need leg room cause the bottoms feeling kinda crowded.