And I’m a good pretender I swear that I feel better I’ll care about it later It never gets any better, better Tell me, my hotel room so vacant I’m drowning in this silence, I want it to be loud Baby, can’t stop myself from shaking I’d rather blow my brains out I want it to be loud Everytime I wake up, I wonder if I’m somebody else I don‘t even know if I’m being myself Cause I just can’t do nothing right, a walking disappointment I break everything that I touch, my ego it destroys me I’ll never be repaired, not like I want me to be Say everything’s ok, but keep clenching my teeth And I’m a good pretender I swear that I feel better I’ll care about it later It never gets any better, better Tell me, my hotel room so vacant I’m drowning in this silence, I want it to be loud Baby, can’t stop myself from shaking I’d rather blow my brains out I want it to be loud Tell me, my hotel room so vacant I’m drowning in this silence, I want it to be loud Baby, can’t stop myself from shaking I’d rather blow my brains out I want it to be loud Die letzte Flamme flimmert in den Spiegelresten Fuel mich in ‘nem Hotelzimmer viel zu schnell gefesselt Die stille schweigt und sie gibt mir meinen Rest Denn in der Ruhe liegt mein Stress Ich mach kaputt was mich hier hält Das schöne mach ich alles bisschen hässlich Asche und Schutt bis die Hunde bellen Was heute hier passiert ist doch morgen längst vergessen Tell me, my hotel room so vacant I’m drowning in this silence, I want it to be loud Baby, can’t stop myself from shaking I’d rather blow my brains out I want it to be loud Tell me, my hotel room so vacant I’m drowning in this silence, I want it to be loud Baby, can’t stop myself from shaking I’d rather blow my brains out I want it to be loud