Sometimes I just don't feel a thing Which is great to give my mind a rest Then I catch myself crying Cause I miss being a kid I know my childhood wasn't great And that I've always hated it But now I catch myself doubting If all this wounds will ever heal Everything I knew is changing Is as normal as scary I don't tend to mind I fit Cause I always feel like shit But now I catch everyone laughing And I'm glad, how I wish that was me But then I met you last sunday Sundays feel like hell and glory Now I catch myself spending All day long Thinking of you Now I know I don't know nothing I'm still learning and failing You could blame myself for failing But I've changed too