Feeling like I have been doubted for way too long and maybe Maybe I Don’t Got to listen to them but Maybe Maybe A Lotta voices speaking A lotta eyes are creeping They watching every move and giving me all their opinions Feeling like I may be lost Want to run way Been looking for peace But all keep on finding is pain I went ahead and follow my heart and my intuition It cost me more than anything and been having some issues Family is looking different They don’t talk the Same I wish that they would listen And support but that’s okay Praying every night Seeking for some guidance A way to get out of this rut that I just keep on finding But all I need Dead presidents to feed me To go abroad and buy some jewels I don’t need All I wish for is to break the cycle be able to pay the mortgage of my parents household Quit the job thats taking the life outta me go chase the future that I see before I go to sleep But it was all a dream Biggie said it best Maybe all I got is passion and is my head Maybe I have to let it go just forget Maybe I got to listen to those voices in my head Feeling like I have been doubted for way too long and maybe Maybe I Don’t Got to listen to them but Maybe Maybe I have felt so distant from myself And I been dying Wanting to go out And Ask for some help And I wish I could go back in time to see into my eyes and speak some truth into my mind And pick me up from the darkest places I been in Cause all this time I’ve been my own therapist My reflection is the one who has been staying by my side throughout the day and night The clouds are one of the only few that just come around I never let all the emotions out I keep hoping That one day things may change But it all still the same I aim to be the best But I guess it ain’t enough Maybe I need to run away Feeling like I have been doubted for way too long and maybe Maybe I Don’t Got to listen to them but Maybe Maybe I gotta get payed But to what expense Do I wanna reach an age where I cannot go back With a List full of regrets That I may go and talk With my friends and realize that time does fly Well It does One thing is to waste it and the other one is to never used it You put it to work you went and blew it Just cause you didn’t want to risk it Now its to late and we at you funeral you missed it