I don't think that I'm coming back from this Locked in and the gates have been welded shut, yeah Lost my mind, I've pawned my happiness Knife in your hands, leaving me covered head to toe in infected cuts I think it's too late for me, so caught up wallowing in misery You've cast your spell, I'm prey to your witchery, to your witchery My skin is blistering, my lifeline soon to be history if I can't break away from your witchery But I can't ****ing help it, lifting me up when I do not deserve it Stuck in this cycle, I'm convinced that I'm cursed But I can only blame myself, not the people i've hurt When you run off in the day, you leave me stuck in a reverie Said it once before, I think you'll eat at my memories Suck me dry of my energy, oh no I promise this is the last time I just slipped a bit last night I promise this is the last time And then it's goodbye forever for you, or least I hope