(I'm still Unharmed) Ah, ah I lost my trust when I was young, too much ****ing shit I've seen Ah, ah I'm thinking 'bout this ****ing trauma, swear to god I cannot sleep I dug inside my mind (mind) I fear of what's inside (inside) I'd rather not confront it so I turn away and smile (on God) I swear to God I'm fine (fine) I swear to God I'm good (good) Distract myself with my music or I lose myself in books I think I'm better lonely, better lonely Cuz trauma ****ing holds me This shit holds me, it holds me I'm sinking going slowly, going slowly (no) Cuz I can't face it boldly, face it boldly Ah, ah Correcting all the harm I've caused, I'd rather not accept it all Ah, ah I cannot help but ask myself, "Will self-reflection cause my fall?" I dug inside my mind (mind) I fear of what's inside (inside) I'd rather not confront it so I turn away and smile (on God) I swear to God I'm fine (fine) I swear to God I'm good (good) Distract myself with my music or I lose myself in books I think I'm better lonely, better lonely Cuz trauma ****ing holds me This shit holds me, it holds me I'm sinking going slowly, going slowly Cuz I can't face it boldly, face it boldly I think I'm better lonely, better lonely Cuz trauma ****ing holds me This shit holds me, it holds me I'm sinking going slowly, going slowly Cuz I can't face it boldly, face it boldly