Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense Independence is something that I lack to this day Cus there's always something that draws me back It's complicated whether or not to continue strolling thru this valley I just confuse myself with a brainstorm cycling fast like a rally This math don't ****ing add up please excuse my dear aunt sally It's hard to live life knowing next second could be the finale Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense Independence is something that I lack to this day Cus there's always something that draws me back In my room and there's too many empty cups Wondering when I will fill them up All these memories fading, and hope to awaken and try to remember whatever's up There's never true love in between a bitch with high standards or wanting to **** i feel like an alien inside of this world, and it's ran by people with infinite bluffs There's too many problems continue ignoring hell i'm tempted for once i will roll up this blunt But nah i'd rather sleep away, lights off and door shut hope the demons won't haunt They saying that money don't bring happiness well how do you feel with a couple of bucks? I'm tired of people online acting like there's only one way, with their narrative shoved And just when you think things are fine and dandy Your plan b turns to plan z Cus it ends in such a random pull of possibility Life itself is like playing your own game of the lottery You ever feel the voice inside your head is just a form of mockery? Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense Independence is something that I lack to this day Cus there's always something that draws me back Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense Independence is something that I lack to this day Cus there's always something that draws me back