I'm gon need an apology From myself for living so modestly Had myself ****ed up thinking I ain't have autonomy, yeah But now my quality of life it coming in more quantities, yeah I been grinding Work life balance can't find it I been in the crib all the time and Lately it been feeling so confining Tunnel vision been leaving me blind Need the lust for pursuing enlightenment I been tryna take my art to the pinnacle, garner residuals I can't harbor the minimum Bargain the principles, ain't far from a criminal But niggas rob for a liveable Tryna dig dow to find the lil old me's twinkle in the eye I been so down but finally want more than just to get by I gotta live life, wanna know what it feel like I gotta live life, so much more I wanna get right ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Middle finger to the old me, I'm tryna get to know me again Can't listen what they told me, I'm tryna get to know me You gon see me with a bad bitch, finna get active cuz I go attack it Whoa whoa I'm gon need an apology From myself for living so modestly Had myself ****ed up thinking I ain't have autonomy, yeah But now my quality of life it coming in more quantities, yeah I need an advance, so muh****er give me a chance I need an advance, sike nah already got me some bands I heard you talking some shit, I guess I already got in your head It's a shame I had love for the kid And the trouble I do not beget I just end and get me the ends Done with playin I do not pretend New demeanor that do not mean new beginnings Ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Ooh yeah