So tell me what is harder to forgive, when you can’t forget Thought we was in stride, I guess I missed a step Closed communication same as a secret kept Gimme space gimme time don’t you don’t play with respect man My energy mean everything to me I got a daughter, and a wife, can’t let ‘em see me bleed offer some advice; here’s the number to my shrink My agenda isn’t light I disappear in a blink Must admit, that bond held strong since a kid when I reminisce its something I miss Wrote a message never sent shit be hard to relive after all that you did I Pray to God I forgive This road may lead to nowhere so it seems I’m stopping here to rest my feet Miles and miles behind me I’m in too deep Hoping that my souls still mine to keep Mind on a spiral floating floating away Act like I am but I am not ok … gotta release this I’ve got to releases this Mind on a spiral floating floating away Act like I am but I am not ok … gotta release this I’ve got to releases this Big bad ego, this ain’t the place to show Hoping that tomorrow will soften up the load cause Huggin on my sorrow startna take a toll Suddenly I’m hollow as the bottle that I hold No, I need control, only mind I can mold is my own, ain’t my job I know god make you reap what you sew this weight been ****ing wit my growth You served a cold plate, but I must let it go This road may lead to nowhere so it seems I’m stopping here to rest my feet Miles and miles behind me I’m in too deep Hoping that my souls still mine to keep Mind on a spiral floating floating away Act like I am but I am not ok … gotta release this I’ve got to releases this Mind on a spiral floating floating away Act like I am but I am not ok … gotta release this I’ve got to releases this