飞机上一片安静，我又醒了。双腿久坐到麻木，这才回想起那天瑞在录音棚跟我说的，16个小时的航班，确实比想象中的漫长点。前天这个时候，刚和哥几个干完最后一顿外卖，我坐在迈巴赫的后座，他们两个坐在前头，又是一副似曾相识的场景。GT这两天变得格外客气，以至于有点不像他了，老冯还是那个老冯。听他们讲起过往的二三事，不禁让人有点恍惚，恍惚间回忆起在上海隔离的日子，面对那封邮件，小鱼是怎样哭着告诉我就算见不到面，也必须要让我出去了；而后便是回到025一连串关于录音棚的记忆：惺忪的睡眼、奔波往返于市区和江宁、备忘录上杂乱的笔记、凌晨未接的视频通话……来不及思考太多，一切只是像过带一样飞速涌入我的大脑。当然，还夹杂着些许不那么愉快的回忆——尤其当我是个不善于与自己和解的人，面对说不清的问题，是强迫症和自恃一次次把我推向失控的边缘，推进那些阴暗的角落，那里没有视野。我曾在黑夜中问过我自己，坚持做这些的意义到底是什么，并没有答案，于是又在第二天清晨把自己一头扎进录音棚，像一个从暗巷里终于跑到路灯下的孩子，放下一切顾虑，转化为源源不断的音轨倾泻在伴奏上。豁然开朗，至于结果会怎样，谁知道呢？估计我大概成为不了一个开创者，所以我只愿做一个视野家，把我看到的、想到的一切用我的方式讲出来，献给我的城市，也献给这个喧嚣的时代。至于其它，却是回到一些很私人化的东西了，或许这就是JAY-Z所说的，我们能留下的legacy吧。 我会写歌词，但却总是个不太会作文的人，所以说不完的话，还是交由音乐来替我表达好了。最后的最后，在航班落地之前，不必祝我好运，一切皆是更多视野。 ——同专辑一并献给我的20岁生日 There was nothing but silence on the plane by the time I woke up again. Sat for too long until I couldn’t feel my legs, the moment I recalled what Ray told me in the studio that day - a 16-hour flight was matter of fact much longer than I expected. Same time the day before yesterday, I was sitting in the back seat of a Maybach, with two of them homies sat in the front just like those memorable good old days. GT was being a lil too nice through the past few days as if he was a different person, while JacqueZ remained that same old JacqueZ. Heard them bringing up stories from the past, I couldn't help but started to get caught up in my flashbacks - back to the time when I was under quarantine in Shanghai, I still remember the way Xiaoyu cried and told me that she had to let me go out there, even if that meant our disconnect. After that followed by a string of studio memories back in 025: running back n forth from Downtown to the South End, messy notes on the memo, plus some declined video calls in the early morning... Everything just rushed into my brain like a spinning record. Of course there were also some less pleasant memories involved - especially when I know I’m not a self-forgiving person. When facing some unspeakable bullshit, again and again were my compulsive disorder and selfish ego that pushed me down to the edge like a loose cannon, into those darkest corners where there is no Vision. I once asked myself in the shadow, like what is the meaning of keeping on doing all this? The answer was non-existent, until I plunged myself back into the studio once again the next morning, just like a child ran up to a street lamp from a deep dark alleyway, let go of all his fears and struggles and turned them into some relentless rhythm and flow poured on these audio tracks. Finally free, as for what the result gonna be, who knows? All I know is that I probably never get a chance to be an innovator and all that, therefore I just wanted to be a Visionary, the type to tell a different side of the story from my perspective, and to dedicate it to my city, and to this blinding era. Other than that, it all somehow went back to something personal. Just like what JAY-Z said, I did nothing more than what I gotta do to leave my legacy. As for the rest of everything, I’d rather let my music speaks. More Vision. - Dedicated to my 20th birthday alongside the album Credits: Executive Producers: Stevv Tsui, 瑞 Primary Artist: Stevv Tsui Featuring Artists: GT, 瑞, K. Zoom, Black, KnowKnow, Lil Howcy, Skrich Supporting Vocalists: PlanZ普兰兹一, Young Flame, Seriously Daniel, MC F.Port Written by: Stevv Tsui, GT, 瑞, K. Zoom, Black, KnowKnow, Lil Howcy, Skrich, PlanZ普兰兹一, Young Flame, Seriously Daniel, MC F.Port Produced by: Earworm, 4xL, mafia Mika baby, yz虎, AyoXavi, Chris Rich Beats, Pluto, ProdByTheMan, TREETIME, Skeyez Beats, lovelife, DJ Kidd Recorded by: 郭子翊, 瑞, 马红尘 (025 Studio) Mixed/Mastered by: 郭子翊, 瑞 Photography by: heshen何深 Visualized by: PlanZ普兰兹一 Shoutout to the Label: 025 MOB