If I told you stories you would judge me hard Bouquet in the ziplock make the demons soft Sometimes I feel so right, I know I can’t be wrong Sometimes I be so wrong that I can’t make it right Something disturbing my spirit I can’t even write Knew this day would come, why you fightin tears Dragged her thru the mud, did her super-dirty Feel it tightening up chest, fly a paper Lear I was even movin shakey in the early days Right now looking back man I feel dumb as shit I done ****ed this shit up in dumbest ways Film playing in my head, I made the dumbest plays Hot box in the whip Runnin thru a zip At least this time I ain’t cry all on the phone like a bitch Lighter on my side, I keep a bic Rosin in my lungs, yeah this here gon get me lit Can feel the liquor calling, yeah I know I need this cleanse Uppers with my weed, I’m taking caffeine to the head I’ve been seeing demons and these clowns, wanna see dead’s My hearts gon cold, I wonder why That I even tried at all The morning rain hides all my weed my smoke Til I can’t see at all And even if I could love, it would all turn grey And that picture on my wall, it’s remind me That I ****ed up bad That I ****ed up it all ****ed this girl so hard I bet her body aches Smoking wedding cake, I’ll probably never have a wedding day But best believe I’m sweating out her setting spray Mr. Solo Dolo man, everyday Kid Cudi day I don’t mean no harm, no don’t know what’s gotten in to me I stopped giving a **** what these people gonna say bout me All your friends are trash, no, you don’t know no one like me You kept on throwing rocks outside your crib, I had to shatter it Niggas step to me on tracks and they gon end up perishing Everything exotic, boy I'm smoking out a blueberry JORDN’s pen so strong, he probably burn you writing right handed Please don’t call an iso, not an island, we are not stranded My hearts gon cold, I wonder why That I even tried at all The morning rain hides all my weed my smoke Til I can’t see at all And even if I could love, it would all turn grey And that picture on my wall, it’s remind me That I ****ed up bad That I ****ed up it all