It's too much for me to deal with All this love but I can't feel it All this pain I got concealed in All these emotions I'm just shielding My thoughts, I can't reveal them I'm alive but I'm not living It's too much for me to deal with It's too much for me to deal with I been fighting my demons I see them still scheming Drugs, alcohol, and women I can’t tell the difference I’m chasing these heathens I’m wanting to leave it But I can’t cause I’ll miss it But I can’t live how I’m living It’s too hard for me to see it I gotta keep breathing I gotta stop drinking I gotta just leave it No more overthinking I can’t keep sinking Gotta rise to the ceiling It's too much for me to deal with All this love but I can't feel it All this pain I got concealed in All these emotions I'm just shielding My thoughts, I can't reveal them I'm alive but I'm not living It's too much for me to deal with It's too much for me to deal with All I want is good vibes Better days Hope I make it through this rain Staying up late nights Tryna find a better way Lost thoughts By myself Tryna reach the pearly gates I don’t know if I can, Gotta reach a better state Trying my best to elevate Tryna find some better days All these thoughts on replay Gotta find the best escape Leave the past in the rain Let that pain just wash away It's too much for me to deal with All this love but I can't feel it All this pain I got concealed in All these emotions I'm just shielding My thoughts, I can't reveal them I'm alive but I'm not living It's too much for me to deal with It's too much for me to deal with