I leave the house and drive around to hide what's in my head 'Cause I will never let you see the troubles that I've fled I'm so afraid I'll **** this up 'cause I'm in hell So I push it down and keep the tears, the tears inside the well The trouble is that you're just too adjusted And you can see the well has calcified and rusted You'll extend a guided hand and offer up your grace But any light from this far down just seems too far away Any light from this far down just seems too far away I know at times I try to pull you down here with me I do it 'cause the loneliness feels better when I'm pitied You'll stay a while, and I'll believe you're unhappy too But I'm the one who stayed so long My hands have turned to prune Whatever happens though, you'll always throw the rope And reel me back into a place, a place where I can cope I briefly open up, show you how I fell You hold me close and promised me, you'll always guard the well You hold me close and promised me, you'll always guard the well You hold me close and promised me, you'll always guard the well