There's two sides to every story I'm just giving you my own account But its a lie if people said I didn't grind The same place my niggas fly to do up country I got shows in now Fifteen started spitting They wouldn't look at me Told my school that I'd be the goat They threw the book at me Now they see I'm doing All the things I said gonna/gunna do Look on Instagram n shit everybody's been Pushing P Guess niggas thought that I talk iffy Like I ain'tstill Nike tech stepping on 450's but still Got more drive Than niggas whipping a 4 series Stuck up in my hood with broads that warn fly abroad with me It's kinda crazy Smoking so much weed forgetting situations daily It's To the point you tell bout myself To my amazement I'm from the ghetto snatching watches, that's too light to mention Wrong or right intentions Two ways u gotta hide ur faces How I find myself censoring The words in certain riddims Consequences are real The only closures through the lyrics N I can't even be specific with em U won't know my pain Unless uno how that feels U ever tried to fight for shit without a gun for the war? The rains poured Now All I got is rubble washed up ashore Dealing with the damages but shit is worse than before Sometimes the Calm that comes after's way worse than the storm Left the ends For couple sessions Skipped the heating, weren't no blankets layed A ****ing trap house n it got raided just the day before But shit I took that chance Cah it was cheaper the than a standard rate I never wrote a line I couldn't back I been deep inside the Scrimmage Ain't concerned with what the public hears Laugh when Old friends think I'm ****ing clear them Rappers in Dubai they ain't the only ones That's running out of luck this year What's happening? Pick up on the 8th that's how I manage things Then go n lose my brain just like I'm Catherine Childhood stayed with crack addicts I was 14 u Couldn't call my phone Cah all my credit went to call an ambulance I love both of my managers But I get pissed off **** the tik tok For me? I got some real life challenges I'm really changing Im in the ride Tryna suck my shortys neck right through this ballaclava Even Uber drivers have affiliations Bae u wouldn't like if I told u how my life be I wish I could make time Save dates In for a wifey But all My nights are blurs Like Shoreditch bitch pictures If I wanna know the date Need Craig David to remind me There's 7 days left in a week Burning bridges In my sieep The further that I take this shit like Iont know what winning means Cah niggas tried to spin on me Filled my cup with listerine I'ont even feel the love no more Smoke this weed don't feel a buzz no more The highest heights they come with untold flaws/floors Everybody's got a bunch I'm sure I'd rather cry than try and uphold yours I'd rather ghost you than lie to you Cose up in the ride for you Do all that TALK TALK when I know I won't provide for you Don't mean b a tease (BT) I keep my peace n pay no mind to you Ain'tinto net (internet) release I light this fire then take the SKY with u I Said for blessings I've received I waited patiently I'm tired of waiting patiently I nearly changed myself distastefully so they would take to me No matter who u try and make believe that shit is believe I ain't hold abundance of wealth These days, it cost so much more to be urself I fell So low, the liquor kept me afloat I Started to think that it was Fine if I ain't up the goat Then I said **** that Where's the old Proph With the rucksack Who wrote a 96 in one drive getting the bus back Before my balls dropped, big dreams I let my nuts hang Ain't gotta understand it's different cloths from which I'm cut fam Back me n C was steady running from a borer Back when I would Play the keys because reality was torture Before the, 6 figures turned down from labels that call us Course I Never thought those plans would start up in that corsa But I made My dargs believe in the vision that I see Don't compare to my idols them niggas ain't Like me Bitch I Hit the stage at wireless high off of marijuana Guess it's true when mrs dhondy said my goals were a pipe dream I could gamble with his Bitch Cah I'm Colder than ice streams At least the greatest of our time might Indulge in ur wifey I'm about to drop a self produced classic no type beats, like me , Nas made illmatic at 19