What's happening to me? The feeling of giving up is getting me! Wants and needs But I'm a souldier tryna make it! All the powers that be I keep on going on when they're aiming at me! Wants and needs I'm a souldier tryna make it! They smile in my face But talk shit on my back There calling me mate But really there snakes Ready to attack Keep a smile on my face They wanna catch me on the lack It's not sprint race marathons in place Ima keep it at that Try to hypnotise me with the word bro Actions signalised the plot on the low Reaction minimised but really I know My heart is crystallised My feelings no more That's it they fear my full potential They know How influential is my pencil Back then I used to walk with my utensil Sheff down or squeeze up in sequential **** hoes rotation and sequential Now it's the same thing for instrumentals On go full speed and never gentle Peoples mentality is mental Cuz Nowadays when u get a lil Ps People come round with empty plates Nowadays when you get a lil cheese Bitches come around for cheese cake What's happening to me? The feeling of giving up is getting me! Wants and needs But I'm a souldier tryna make it! All the powers that be I keep on going on when they're aiming at me! Wants and needs I'm a souldier tryna make it! The feeling of pain I know the feeling The feeling of doing I know the feeling The feeling of being alone when you own a home and you're broke I know the feeling Nowadays the word bro is so deceiving, And these lil hoes be so deceiving, The way I came up, never gave up, who would of thought I'd be achieving Tell me what's the meaning of love? Tell me why I'm scared to show love? How many times I thought to give up? How many times did a bitch thought to give up? I was down and they gave no ****s hearts bruised and chipped with some cuts Rose from the dirt they said it was luck If you was allergic you'll die for these nuts Now I am the shit, talk your shit and I'll rose my stick Now I'm a prick when I was a good kid don't give me lip I keep it on my hip Extend the clip Same size as my dick Keep a extra nine rounds It's a bout nine inch You can ask your bitch