Coffee dipped in toast On my tippy toes Where you went, I followed You made all my clothes Washed my hair with soap It stung my eyes and nose Your smile and your grace and the shape of your face You gave me so many things that I wouldn’t replace But I got older and wiser and now I see All your fears and your cries and the mess of your mind And every birthday I got a hand me down lie And all that shit, it stuck with me The way that you caused a scene You made me feel so guilty Now I have anxiety I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that You show up in how I love Convinced that I’m not enough Now I don’t know how to trust I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that History repeats Blame the family tree Hope it ends with me I self-isolate It’s the path you laid You made pain feel safe Your smile and your grace and the shape of your face You gave me so many things that I wouldn’t replace But I got older and wiser and now I see All your fears and your cries and the mess of your mind And every birthday I got a hand me down lie And all that shit, it stuck with me The way that you caused a scene You made me feel so guilty Now I have anxiety I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that You show up in how I love Convinced that I’m not enough Now I don’t know how to trust I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that Now I’m the mess that I am I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you I wanna thank you I wanna thank you The way that you caused a scene Now I have anxiety I wanna thank you for that I wanna thank you for that