Maybe it’s clinical Or maybe it’s a series of circumstances that made me this way Hope it’s not critical But this time it feels different I don’t think it’s something I can shake I don’t wanna take no medication I don’t wanna operate my brain I can’t help but feel the trepidation Of not knowing what unknown might change I wanna feel the same As I did I wanna feel the same Like when I was a kid I wanna feel the same As I did I wanna feel the same Like when I was a kid I wanna feel the Maybe I’m cynical But it seems as I grow older I can’t help but realize the weight (of all my problems) It’s almost cyclical As my world is spinning out I still repeat all of my same mistakes (causing more problems) I don’t wanna save my money I don’t wanna play the game I don’t wanna sell my organs I don’t wanna change I wanna feel the same As I did I wanna feel the same Like when I was a kid I wanna feel the same As I did I wanna feel the same Like when I was a kid I wanna feel the I don’t wanna feel alone again But I still waste into the space between a lover and a friend (friend) I don’t wanna feel alone again So I delay it as a way to feel I can control the end (end) I don’t wanna feel alone again But I still waste into the space between a lover and a friend (friend) I don’t wanna feel alone again So I delay it as a way to feel I can control the end (end)