I been drugged out Everything is fuzzy Every dream a struggle They some mean ****as Snort some clean substance Sorta need abundance Feel the fear is rushin Need to out run it I be in a sprint uh Independent shit uh I be in suspense Border line on fense Put up my defense Spendin your two cents Put my life at a risk Put my life at a risk Used to wake up satisfied now If you asked me that I'd lie If you told me that you loved me prolly wouldn't respond.. Got this feeling that's inside And you can't Heal it with wine You can't bandage the scars Go kiss em all that you want I been mother ****in ****in soffocatin I been suffocatin I been suffocatin I been suffocatin I been suffocatin I been suffocatin I been suffocatin Yeah