I'll tell you now that I feel nothing Been so numb with all this shit Grab a beer or somethin? I wanna stay sober (sober) I don't need a McGuffin The story can proceed without me Mama you don't need to worry I'm not gonna leave I'm sorry Been doin everything to better myself Shout out to my brothers who stayed while I'm not well Past few months is a ****ing hell **** my life, I won't excel But I won't fail Got a hardened shell bitch Suck my gray dick If you think I'll quit bitch Got myself some friends and we lookin majestic I know I'm ****ing slow but I know I'll make it I don't wanna listen to a ****ing waste of space Stop trynna connect with me if you're not even sane Don't tread on a brother who don't want to be tamed stop trynna ****ing lie just to get my face I once hated myself but nobody is there to listen So I learned to love thyself Now people wanna know what they missin I once hated myself but nobody is there to listen So I learned to love thyself Now people wanna know what they missin Look I don't give a shit about all of yous feelings Tired of makin people happy and not ****ing healing Giving everything to all of you while I'm bleeding Now my patience has reached through the ****ing ceiling Couldn't care less if you saw me as the ****ing villain just to let you know that you have made a ****ing demon I'm Tired of all the lies and honesty has no meaning Now my only therapy is what I've ****ing written I will not apologize to all of you ****ers It's not like all you trynna control one another They make me sick and they kept calling me a brother Using me as an escape just to move on with their other I once hated myself but nobody is there to listen So I learned to love thyself Now people wanna know what they missin I once hated myself but nobody is there to listen So I learned to love thyself Now people wanna know what they missin