I ****ed it up again I don't know how it happened I can't really explain why I overreacted I guess it's not my fault that I'm like this Something in my brain is different Now every little thing is like a catalyst And every bloody second Feels like the end And I don't understand Why I'm shape shifting all the time You know I'm trying really hard But I can't seem to make it right And you don't understand Why I'm shape shifting all the time I know I make it very hard for you I just can't get it right I screwed it up again It's becoming a habit I'm trying to amend this mess But you just don't get it It's really hard to think when I'm like this Something in my brain is different I think I just need an emotional catharsis Cause every bloody second feels like the end And I don't understand Why I'm shape shifting all the time You know I'm trying really hard But I can't seem to make it right And you don't understand Why I'm shape shifting all the time I know I make it very hard for you I just can't get it right And you don't understand Why I'm shape shifting all the time I know I make it very hard for you I just can't get it right