Been on my own, since I was 17 Kicked out by my daddy ya he never loved me Left me on the road, with just a couple things Was hopping couch to couch, then moved to LA with a dream Had no one on my team Start hating myself and then I made my wrists bleed The only way to cope was popping pills and smoking weed Yeah we were so broke, yeah we had nothing to eat So when this blows up, dont ask me for thinggg You think you know me babe, I wish I knew myself So when I leave this place Just know I love you still You think you know me babe, I wish I knew myself So when I lay to rest Just know I love you still And its real, yeah I feel A pain inside of my chest Yeah I still, wanna die Now you know how I'm feeling Now you know how I'm feeling