I need something new to **** up Cause good got good enough Ran over your heart with a semi truck And tried to call it love take a couple trazodone Drink enough caffeine to see the holy ghost you were talking about your horoscope I spaced out about a decade ago Tell me why Do I even try To be some one who I don’t wanna be **** that guy cause he used to be me I‘m just tryna survive In a world that feels like its coming for me Leave me alone man its not that deep So this is what it feels like Its like I’ve never satisfied And you caught on a good night You should see me on a bad one sometime Just doing cocaine like a Kennedy Sayin what I really mean in parenthesis Yeah sometimes I forget that I’m not 23 And i gotta figure this shit out eventually Tell me why Do I even try To be some one who I don’t wanna be **** that guy cause he used to be me I‘m just tryna survive In a world that feels like its coming for me Leave me alone man its not that deep I am god I am trash I am everything Here at last Im the king Im an asshole And I’m burning down this castle Tell me why Do I even try To be some one who I don’t wanna be **** that guy cause he used to be me I‘m just tryna survive In a world that feels like its coming for me Leave me alone man its not that deep