Look So ain't no point in playing defensive ***** That's why I dove off the deep end ***** Without a I cut my hair Cuz I was thinning at my roots Trying the waves Since my world is spinning And I think it's cute Been off kilter Since 2022 Really 2020 Ancestors shaking they heads I let the world get to me Stress can be a muh ****** If you let it be Talking to my therapist She like girl just breathe Ok oK ok I can do that in my sleep I need solutions when I'm up She like stop and breathe deeply Hard-headed I been Since Tiff said it on facebook I been analyzing Mind been racing I can't seem to catch myself up with me Ex best friend called me a liar Hate how I hoarder these feelings And how I put them on pillars Hated my mama dying And how it pushed me to living Crazy she prepped me for it But I got so many questions And I'm hearing it's satanic To get answers I just need to know what you put in crab boil I wanna make it in yo kitchen witcho yo pans I attempted, it was popped I mean I gave it all I had Still was trash I ain't got money to be playing I'm just saying I'm just saying look This life beautiful in the moment It be crazy though For me to live is me to learn Hate how we gas it though Hate how we rush And we don't trust And we just lust Don't give a **** We run it up And stand on ten And when it's spent We spin again And spin again Never stops until it ends Till we Pivot Till we search for higher meaning Then we gone with the wind Ion wanna play pretend And I'm not gone make amends I ain't perfect And if I lose Rather lose being real So ain't no point Yeah Look So ain't no point in playing defensive ***** That's why I dove off the deep end ***** Without a life jacket Ain't no point Look So ain't no point in playing defensive ***** That's why I dove off the deep end ***** Without a life jacket Cuz I was thinning at my roots Trying the waves Since my world is spinning And I think it's cute Been off kilter Since 2022 Really 2020 Ancestors shaking they heads I let the world get to me Stress can be a muh ****ah If you let it be Talking to my therapist She like girl just breathe Ok oK ok I can do that in my sleep I need solutions when I'm up She like stop and breathe deeply Hard-headed I been Since Tiff said it on facebook I been analyzing Mind been racing I can't seem to catch myself up with me Ex best friend called me a liar Hate how I hoarder these feelings And how I put them on pillars Hated my mama dying And how it pushed me to living Crazy she prepped me for it But I got so many questions And I'm hearing it's satanic To get answers I just need to know what you put in crab boil I wanna make it in yo kitchen witcho yo pans I attempted, it was popped I mean I gave it all I had Still was trash I ain't got money to be playing I'm just saying I'm just saying look This life beautiful in the moment It be crazy though For me to live is me to learn Hate how we gas it though Hate how we rush And we don't trust And we just lust Don't give a **** We run it up And stand on ten And when it's spent We spin again And spin again Never stops until it ends Till we Pivot Till we search for higher meaning Then we gone with the wind Ion wanna play pretend And I'm not gone make amends I ain't perfect And if I lose Rather lose being real So ain't no point Yeah Look So ain't no point in playing defensive nigga That's why I dove off the deep end nigga Without a life jacket Ain't no point Look So ain't no point in playing defensive nigga That's why I dove off the deep end nigga without a life jacket