Lately I been Feeling pretty bummy Gotta twisted knee From all the running In a deeper pit Than in my stomach Catholic guilt Feel like I been punished Moral deficit like Government funded Grabbed the hilt But I ain't even budge it Alchemist can make Something out of nothing Satisfied if I can Summon up the courage I been way too Blunted in dungeon I been way too munted Can't function Leaves wilt My garden malnourished Litter runt, feel like I'm punching Trudging thru the mud I got sludge on my runners Picking at the scraps That I racked from the luncheon Hoping that my cousins Don't go peeping my production When it's done and dusted All my shit stay busted Not gonna lie, I gotta bring My garden back to life Neglect ain't a vibe I'm avoidant most the time Hell ain't a fire, it's just When your heart gets cold as ice I been wrestling with God 'Most every night Dreamer's drought Had to step away from my device Go read about it, only know The truth when it's on site Don't beat around the bush Just spit it out and say it right Can't just sing the tune You really been way outta time You can't sing the blues Unless you've had the blues Would do it all again If I had to choose Just had to say goodbye To that boy you knew How you gonna win If u ain't had to lose nothing Something's gotta give Gotta pay the toll If you're only praying Then you hands are closed If you don't pray at all I guess your eyes are closed Bro called me a visionary I dunno, I'm open to it (idk) Wait for Gabriel To bring me news (afk) Bet you wish A mother****er would (ugk) need some diamonds Up against that wood (ok ok) I know wealth really Be the labour's fruit I gotta bring my Garden back to life I'm avoidant most the time It's just when your Heart gets cold as ice I been wrestling With God 'most every night Not gonna lie, I gotta bring My garden back to life Neglect ain't a vibe I'm avoidant most the time Hell ain't a fire, it's just When your heart Gets cold as ice I been wrestling With God 'most every night