It comes into focus  As I ride in your car  Your passenger princess  Seatbelt superstar  Until you're braking too heavy  Or making turns I wouldn't do  And it sinks in my belly  That my fate is up to you  And If I'm being honest  Its burning in my soul  And it might seem quite neurotic  But I'd rather die before I lose control  If someone is around me  And they feel a little sick  I'm instantly all tense, and I Can't ****ing deal with it  Can you keep it in your body  Just choke it back inside  Like every secret that you've buried And everything you try to hide  I'm wasting my time  Going out of my mind  Keeping me up at night  But what can I say, the paranoia's sublime And If I'm being honest  Its burning in my soul  And it might seem quite neurotic  But I'd rather die before I lose  When I was a child  I'd have this same dream  A hero in disguise I'd be their saviour it would seem  Arriving in the moment  With no time to spare  And I'd go to use my powers Just to find there's nothing there  They'd all be looking to me  And their faces start to fall As they realise I'm broken  Can't do anything at all  I'm flailing I'm jumping  Just tryna bring it back But it's too late, I've failed   And it all it fades to black  You say that I'm not neurotic  Like I didn't ****ing know  It's the only way to live my life And keep myself afloat  You say that I'm neurotic  Oh why don't I just let go  But this is what we're working with A hell of an alternative