As I grow up I realize I hate them By them I mean all the demons The ones that be leaching and hiding In my mind where I go start a riot I burn them I hate that I like it Watch the ashes burn with my decisions The past it is passed must forget it For if I don't then I might loose my heart in Texas In a pool of my own blood layin' pictures of my exes Blood stains they on beautiful dresses The smell of hate yea it seems to be my fragrance Hate the love the same way I hate all my feelings By that I mean that I don't know the difference Love and hate seem the same can't resist them I see fire in heaven and it's vacant I think all the angels died of boredom I can see my own demise when I look myself in the mirror Dark clouds, shadows over me I see em' clearer Bloody Mary right behind me don't worry I don't fear her And I don't fear God either Havin' thoughts in my bed, set fire to my head Nightmares on an empty stomach bitch I play with the undead You should hear the things that they've said Type of shit that make you paranoid wish you were — As I grow up I realize I hate them By them I mean all the demons The ones that be leaching and hiding In my mind where I go start a riot I burn them I hate that I like it Watch the ashes burn with my decisions The past it is passed must forget it For if I don't then I might loose my heart in Texas In a pool of my own blood layin' pictures of my exes Blood stains they on beautiful dresses The smell of hate yea it seems to be my fragrance Hate the love the same way I hate all my feel—