I’m just confused another victim of the neighborhood blues Achieving all my goals but I got so much to prove Is it everything you wanted I’m still lookin for clues Better elevate that hunger fo you turn to old news All the barbershop convos they just speak to old truths We was talkin big 3 when we was walking to school But I’m done wit the past I ain’t shining no shoes Time for us to light it up pourin gas in the booth Yeah they wanna stop the process but I know where I’m headed Told em all I’d be the greatest no more coming in second Big discussions upstairs then I brought back more blessings What’s the point of makin profit if you don’t carry no message How you finna help the world if you can’t even help ya self I know we love to project then turn the mirror on the shelf Aspirations of wealth expect the same from someone else Love so many from a distance I guess peace can buy health Adolescence of depression I still carry it wit me Guess I should’ve seen it coming wait pause no diddy I still gotta put it on when I roll through the city If I inspire generations I can leave here pretty Predecessors of today still thinking they’re twenty By the time I reach thirty bitch I’m tryna lap Fiddy Picture me in five years pour up shots of my whiskey Overlook the high rise sunbeams on the Bentley I’m just confused another victim of the neighborhood blues Achieving all my goals but I got so much to prove Is it everything you wanted I’m still lookin for clues Better elevate that hunger fo you turn to old news Saw the game front row no more clouds in my vision Tunneled out the mediocre now I shoot wit precision Caitlyn Clark Chef Curry aint a chance that I’m missing Niggas need to push they weight up I’m still chasing tree fiddy Tryna kill my addictions demons wanna surround me I been gettin out the bucket and the crabs tryna ground me So I cut back on consumption clipped the pull of the chains Gave a prayer to the lord now I’m praising his name But I keep it to myself yeah my mind needs peace You can soldier up a man if you know his beliefs Issa war inside til the day you take it out False messiahs everywhere castin shadow of doubts How we posed to know whats true when they lied off the boat That’s just how things are now clean up my coat Trust someone to be themselves then you’ll save some time Find a snake in the grass and you’ll know where they lying Keep ourselves occupied told me lies all my life Tore em down I built it up nowadays I’m living nice Never one to be the victim get it every time I rise Said the trauma make or break shit I wear it wit pride