Say you with me but you lyin Dug the hole for me to die in Really thought that it was fate Now I'm knocking on heavens gate My life you possessed And failed to reinstate Cold knives across My chest I need to sedate I know it's wrong But I need to feel okay I pray and pray a S my body decays My demons creep out So sit down and surrender Crouched with their snouts They see you sick pretender Stuck in a drought But your meat be so tender take Yo spine out burn It to the last ember Is there spiders on my ceiling Or is it all in my head Feelin kinda lonely My mom said go to bed Don't like suicide notes Think I'll just send a text I sent it to my father But he left me on read My lulliby is my alibi Get wet to the sound of his cries Starting line disqualified I think your outta time Say goodbye can't nullify Hear the echo of his last sigh Save your life Might let you die I'll see you on the other side Used to be the life of the party Now I just sit and pet your dog That looks so lonely When's the last time he was fed He's skin and bones and leash He might bark show his teeth He knows your his enemy He's a little like me Knows food and misery Do a trick and get a treat Lay down at your feet hope To god I don't get beat Why are humans so mean Is there spiders on my cieling Or is it all in my head Feelin kinda lonely My mom said go to bed Don't like suicide notes Think I'll just send a text I sent It to my father But he left me on read My lulliby is my alibi Get wet to the sound of his cries Starting line disqualified I think your outta time Say goodbye can't nullify Hear the echo of his last sigh Save your life might let you die I'll see you on the other side