Remember death but dont harp on it cuz youll forget you're still living Nightmares of future full of past suffering im reliving I try my best to try separate myself from ignorance A bonafide atheist but still pray to god for forgiveness Told momma sorry if I lose faith But I aint never seen the dudes face Same old problems bound to follow me into new places I'm struggling to get these words onto this paper feel like tryna get that last drop of toothpaste Before I smile wide Hidden behind these brown eyes my mind clouded with anxiety but quietly I keep it to myself Ain't no screaming out for help Listen closely you can hear vons cries I hide that shit inside my lyrics Don't care for the critics Just cuz you listen doesn't mean you hear it Thinking about my cousin I know he with me in spirit That shit it eats me alive when it graces my thoughts another part of von dies Sometimes I talk to him I know he'd tell me to keep it pushing he used to tell me bro when youre the big fish look out for the small fries Always be yourself dont sell your soul these other artist get controlled they'd do anything for a klondike