Turn off, breathe in, freak out It's time for the rerun to begin On your depressive episode Done fighting the waves I'm sinking I'm drowning beneath the feeling As the Whispers in my head, pulling at my threads tell me that I'll make it The whispers in my head illuminate the dread & tell me I should face it I've got missed calls, I'm staring at the wall Crawling deeper cuz I'd rather not exist at all It's a free fall down the rabbit hole Spiraling, giving into the sirens I promise that I'll tell you when it's over, Promise that I'll stay sober, Don't need to try & save my life Missed calls, staring at the wall Going deeper, yeah, I'd rather not exist at all Missed calls I'd rather not exist at all Missed calls Yeah, I'd rather not exist at... All consuming nothing, It's a void of empty thinking, Thoughts that circle round my head As I hide out wrapped up in covers They keep me safe while I'm under As the Voices in my head pulling at my threads tell me that I'll make it The voices in my head illuminate the dread & tell me I can face it I've got missed calls, I'm staring at the wall Crawling deeper cuz I'd rather not exist at all It's a free fall down the rabbit hole Spiraling, giving into the sirens I promise that I'll tell you when it's over, Promise that I'll stay sober, Don't need to try & save my life Missed calls, staring at the wall Going deeper cuz I'd rather not exist at all Missed calls Yeah, I'd rather not exist at all Missed calls The whispers in my head Oh, the whispers in my head The whispers in my head pulling at my threads tell me that I'll make it Oh, the screaming in my head says I'll end up dead if I don't face it Now I've got missed calls Oh, I've got missed calls Oh,I've got missed calls, I'm staring at the wall Crawling deeper cuz I'd rather not exist at all It's a free fall down the rabbit hole Spiraling, giving into the sirens I promise that I'll tell you when it's over, Promise that I'll stay sober, Don't need to try & save my life Missed calls, staring at the wall Going deeper cuz I'd rather not exist at all