Wish I could tell you that I love you But the truth is that I hate you, I wish I never ever gave you My time, when I could should have replaced you Wish I could tell you that I love you But the truth is that I hate you, I wish I never ever gave you My time, when I could should have replaced you It was a lesson, not a curse, just a blessing, I was so paranoid, on edge Always left me stressing Smashed things, cuts and bruises Shit got real messy This is as toxic as it gets I was so pressed and.. I didn't doubt for a second that you cheated on me, But i cried when you said she was just a homie Just to realise the truth you did dirt on me, Gave her one up on your woman that makes you a phoney. See when I said I loved you, it was only you. Then you turned. into someone that I never knew, Wish you the best, all the success, always speak your truth you weren't the man made for me, I weren't the girl for you. We had dreams and made plans where it was only us, Lemon kush, easy life, forever making love I was your bonnie you my Clyde Weren't nothing new to us, Now you changed up, left me in the dust.. I had my guard up when we met again, You reassured me, I'll never suffer no more pain, But look what you did, you turned out worst than him. don't make me catch a murder case. Uhh-ohhh-Ahhhnn Wish I could tell you that I love you But the truth is that I hate you I wish I never ever gave you my time.. You could never question my loyalty I was down for you, I was wrapped up in your love I was a clown for you, Took your stress as my own even lost a few pounds or two, I would hold you right, and I would comfort you. When the world wasn't so nice I protected you, Still rid till the end never neglected you, I had reasons to hate you but still respected you, Uplifted where I could and always nurtured you. But when it was your turn// you'd pack your bags and leave, It was an easy option right? You didn't need me. Cos your a broken little boy that was quick to preach Daddy issues yeah you took that out on me. Your family was always ready to pull the psycho card, Talking about how I only make your life so hard, But did you tell them bout the time you'd delete them call logs? Want me to name and shame? Want me to name the thot? You said I have trust issues it's all on my ex, If it was nothing on your end Why delete the texts? That's where it all went downhill and I couldn't trust you, You crushed me with your words and then I crushed you.