Yeah Struggling writing my songs Lately it feel Like God writing along When I'm in my head And I'm writing alone I still give my praise To the king on the throne I'm rolling the dome I'm rolling the globe I'm tryna give faith When I go to my shows I'm nervous I'm anxious Even when they thank it's Been hard to accept But I'm learning to grow I'm learning to grow I'm learning to reach I'm working on flows till They sound like a speech I been through the trenches I'm drying my feet The scenes a buffet And it's all I can eat It's all I can eat till I got a full belly They wanted some drip now They needing some welly's They want me on telly I got up on telly Put me in the booth now I'm giving em shellys Struggling to keep my head up I've been trying to feel better I hope this mood lasting forever Forever Struggling to keep my head up I've been trying to feel better I hope this mood lasting forever Forever Lord knows I've been so patient But still I show frustration I'm at the station On a platform But the tracks are vacant I'm still writing my wrongs Put them where they belong That's in the past If I go back That's when my mind is gone Lord knows that I've been hurting Still up, I'm tired of working Hoping you reach me And teach me But I'm still searching I've been trying to feel better Forever But forever ain't nothing When it comes to peace You know I won't cease I been putting healing And feelings in beats I'm fighting for freedom I''m fighting police I'm fighting my demons Been at for weeks Been at it for months I been at it for years Time doesn't wait When you're facing your fears Jealousy hits when You look at peers Still in the race while I'm fighting back tears Still in a race while I'm fighting up hill I ain't got time to wait No there's no time to kill See they try to relate But don't know how it feels I'm covered in dirt And there's blood on my heels There's blood on my feelings There's blood on my hands The truth is revealing My God he is healing I pray that the devil Don't get the advance Struggling to keep my head up I've been trying to feel better I hope this mood lasting forever Forever Struggling to keep my head up I've been trying to feel better I hope this mood lasting forever Forever Struggling to keep my head up I've been trying to feel better I hope this mood lasting forever Forever Struggling to keep my head up I've been trying to feel better I hope this mood lasting forever Forever