I'm one for conversating, but I find hard it be honest I'm one for deliberating, but I can freeze up at any moment When I'm surrounded by others, gotta make a good impression When I feel some confidence, I can lose it all of a sudden, all of a sudden Try to put myself, out on the line - but I find most of the time I walk away, so uncertain, negotiations with my demons Fear the way I am perceived, gotta agree to disagree - so I don't come off as impatient, over-eager or abrasive It's just hard, tryna put the doubt aside What if I tried, living with a peace of mind So much easier said than done, Guess there's nowhere left to run I'm just - done, feeling like I'm heavy-hearted You see it seems too heavy on the ground Don't know what to do with so many souls around I just feel the world moves faster than it used to be and I don't wanna think about it usually But my minds moving quicker than this conversation Worrying about shit like where my eyes are facing? I don't wanna think about this all damn day I just wanna chill up in this time and space Tell me what's the rules How are y'all so confident the way you do (in the things you do) While I'm out here stressed about the way I move Can you show me what you see Show me how to move through these insecurities Cause I just fear ill waste my time Got me paralyzed No peace of mind But maybe if I try Stay diligent and patient Keep my feet stuck to the pavement It's just hard, tryna put the doubts aside What if I tried, living with a peace of mind So much easier said than done, Guess there's nowhere left to run I'm just - done, feeling like I'm heavy-hearted Heavy-hearted I'm so heavy-hearted Heavy-hearted I'm so heavy-hearted It's just hard, tryna put the doubts aside What if I tried, living with a peace of mind So much easier said than done, Guess there's nowhere left to run I'm just - done, feeling like I'm heavy-hearted I'm one for conversating, But I find it hard to be honest