It's 4 am and I drank the last of my pride My bottle's empty but I'm sitting with a loaded gun I wish that I could smile away the pain But what If I'm not stronger than the person I think I've become I could say **** it What am I living for when everything I have ever done has gone wrong I could say **** it I keep on telling myself No one would miss me but God if you're listening Lord save me from myself Take the bullets from my gun I need to find a way out of this cold Prison that I built If you answer prayers then I'm praying that you will Help me find heaven, help me find heaven in this hell Talking angry no one did this to me but hell what can I do, and who am I a victim to? I need to break free to find my destiny Cause I'm have the man I'm supposed to be God if you're listening Lord save me from myself, take the bullets from my gun, I need to find a way out of this Cold prison that I built, if you answer prayers then I'm praying that you will, help me find heaven, I need to find heaven in this hell In this hell, Lord save me from myself, take the bullets from my gun, I need to find a way out of this Cold prison that I built, if you answer prayers then I'm praying that you will, help me find heaven, I need to find heaven in this hell, in this hell oooh, in this hell