Hanging from the beam Inside of my dream again Sleep deprived, fixating On sleep and I'm Tired of waking myself Up to escape the pain Suicide inside My dreams at night and I've Lost myself inside Of my own ****ing mind Tryna claw my way out Of this darkness That consumes me I'm never gonna make It out of this night What if I killed myself Again would it let me Relive all my memories? I no longer have meaning I will never find the reason For living this life Lost the way I'm looking for And there's nothing left inside of me No motivation Only these threatening fixations Tired of telling myself it's alright Even though I know I'm losing this fight Chasing the shadows Of my mind it's time i let go Releasing what's no longer mine When I'm gone and forgotten I'll be at peace knowing that I found myself in the night **** this can you help me? There is something so broken Inside of me i don't even Know if I can go on Fell so hard I tried to pull myself out Of this pit of despair Why do these thoughts Have to swarm me? To be so lost and alone Gone and forgotten That's how it feels to be me Gone and forgotten Still believing I will make it through Although I know I will never find my way This is the end of me It's time I let it all go Hanging in my sleep again Visions of that ****ing Beam I hung myself from Inside of my own dream