My heart still sinks When I see your name I'm still secretly hoping You'll notice And turn around again Still saying I'm different It's always the same Every moment was left But I froze it in my brain Cause you couldn't give me Any silly inkling That it meant a thing And I'm used to feeling shitty But I thought maybe it wouldn't be I guess the jokes on me I've wasted all my time Waiting for you to realise why I came like a sunrise With such sad eyes They find it funny Patiently alive This stuff is compromise I'll just feel bad on the inside I guess it's mine to carry I thought this would Feel less lonely Then again you never Were too warm to me From a distance it Could've been ordinary But underneath It looked entirely differently It's funny I don't think You ever thought a thing Always nothing I'm thin I'm tired Cause you couldn't give In even for a minute I gave everything I guess you can bring a horse To water but he'll never try to drink I think That's no way to live I've wasted all my time Waiting for you to realise why I came like a sunrise With such sad eyes They find it funny Patiently alive This stuff is compromise I'll just feel bad on the inside I guess it's mine to carry I thought this would feel less lonely Then again you never Were too warm to me Never even saw me really Not even in a way so easily