To see the world you gotta dive in these waters You’ll never learn how to swim if you don’t get off the harbor Everybody scared to drown I don’t know why I bother Who am I kidding She make the thoughts of hiding smiles even harder All she wanna do is hot box and get high to Sonder In my head so I don’t enjoy the time we got like I oughta Who am I kidding Keep repenting and forgetting bad days till I’m forgiven By myself for being distant from a world that was giving Me some light that ignored in the shadows I was hidden Now the sun ****ing burns like the drugs that I was given When love was non existent I would lean against my pride My shoulders full of boulders and there’s dirt inside my eyes The ground above my shoulders bitch I been buried alive And ever since then I haven’t been afraid to die And if my due date is today Send poems my brothers To let them know if death is close There’s warmth inside this huddle To my sisters love these men’s are sluts Don’t let the hose amongst you To my mom and dad I’m on they ass My best I haven’t come to This a threat that I have brung you pistol between ya eyes Drop a rocket out my pocket while a missile leaves the sky These oceans been the toughest so before you think to dive Just remember I survived when the River ****ing dried To see the world you gotta dive in these waters You’ll never learn how to swim if you don’t get off the harbor Everybody scared to drown I don’t know why I bother Who am I kidding She make the thoughts of hiding smiles even harder All she wanna do is hot box and get high to Sonder In my head so I don’t enjoy the time we got like I oughta Who am I kidding She break the feelings I told me I need the harbor Now she gone on my own I miss my dawg like wheezy carter I thought I would feel better but that regret is growing larger Who I’m kidding Who I’m kidding Who I’m muth****in kidding