I try and try and try and try again To find the happiness inside of me But it seems to wash away on ocean floors , I can't see, cant breathe Cause since she walked away,I only medicate No i dont wanna feel cuz I just cant deal with this So now all the pain dissolves with a pill, for real Could you love me Could you show me how To trust myself again? Though I'm faded, Yeah I'm on one now medicated sedated but I just aint really here no more I'm ashes on the floor, ohhh